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Thursday, April 6th, 2006

Subject:WOW
Time:10:06 pm.
OMG everyone has converted to MYSPACE>....i so remember when this usta be cool....IT WAS THE THING~!!!
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Monday, January 30th, 2006

Subject:ON a lighter Note........
Time:2:08 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
Well hello all.......ok... so the last few post have been REALLy sad and talking about how wrong everything is but it is getting better...my mom is leaving today to live in little rock and to get the help she REALLy does Need ! and she is trying so hard to be the mother that me and my little sister deserves and thats great....and my dad has a girl friend its a little wierd But i like her alot..however it still makes me really sad b.c i know he still loves my mother...and they just CANT be together....i just got back from Alama/.... on a school TRIP and i had alot of fun ALOT...I missed kevin terribly though...i hurt my back really badly doing africa dancing...and well i guess this post was to let you all know ..well at least those who come here anymore i mean this you to be the hip place to be and now its not...but any ways the point is to let you know i am doing better life is getting better some what...
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Friday, December 16th, 2005

Subject:Today is my birthday!
Time:5:56 am.
Mood: greatful for another year....
TODAY....i the day the day ..of my BIRTH.....OO ..im 16 today....wow...thats huge....KINDa....
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Wednesday, December 14th, 2005

Subject:i need to let a few things out of my head sorry if you dont understand ..if you do then....i guess
Time:8:09 pm.
Mood: sould i or should i not.
i know she says she is sorry and she sounds realy sincery.....but can i trust her...can i let my gaurd down...what if i do .....and then once again she tramples all over my emotions .....will this time be enough to send me to the edge.....should i let her in....i mean things may get better.....but does it ever?......i have so MUCH angry and hate built up in my heart for her....can i just throw it behind me like yesterdays dirty clothes....can i... am i willing....more important should I.....
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Monday, November 28th, 2005

Subject:bad days ewwwwwwwww!!!
Time:5:04 pm.
Mood: bad days suck.
245,422,451,100,005,641,354,520,000,025,832,028,662,301 thumbs down for bad days......
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Thursday, November 10th, 2005

Subject:WHY?
Time:6:17 pm.
Mood: depressed.
Can it get any worse will it.....i find myself at livejournal...wondering why in the hell am i

here ....its only been ages since ive been here why start now...i think it must be b.c i feel like

rambleing i feel like not makeing sense ....and its a perfect place to do this with out judgement or

question....i want to know would everything be better if she hadnt had me would she be this way....whould

life bw perfect ....if i were not here.........what i want to know is why she didnt want me ...why she

doesnt love me.....why is everything i do not good enough... MOST of alll why do i care ....why am i

stressed and deppressed....why does the sound of her name make me shiver and and vomit....and why do i

waste these tears....i know if he sees this he'll get mad and say why cant she talk to me but the truth

is i dont feel like talking ....i just want to type and get it all out at least a little bit...i mean i

do love him and i know he loves me and i know he cares but the last thing i need is more people tell ing

me waht to do....telling me how i can get over this .....the SAD truth is i am the only one who knows and

i just dont know...if that makes since .....however this post isnt suppose too i suppose........I just

DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO>>>and i dont know how to get it out of my head...............I guess i NEED hER as

much as i HATE taht i need her......BUT WHY?
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Thursday, July 14th, 2005

Subject:kevin
Time:7:57 pm.

kevin .....Awww what can i say........I love him...so much.............................................................

.I LOVE YOU KEVIN

 

 

 

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Tuesday, June 28th, 2005

Subject:some pic's
Time:3:55 pm.

  me and my special fork

a really cool barn

 kev and ryker

 kev and james> to cool to smile

 kev and myself

 my friend felicia and me

 kevin brace free

 

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Tuesday, May 24th, 2005

Subject:DBLACK
Time:8:48 am.
1. What is your dream in life and why is THAT your dream?
2. When are you getting married?
3. What do you thinik of when i say the word Gooch
4. Describe me with one word
5. Tell me the one most embarrassing moment in your life

1)My dream in life is to be someone ....i do NOT want to be a nobody like my
sisters they are horrible people and they are no where in life and never will be anywhere....my dream is to make my parents proud .....so that way they can be like that's the one that acted like we raised her and we are proud of her.............

2)i haven't a clue to when i may marry the love of my life kevin.......due to two reasons.....one) my parents will not let me till im 18 then they can't do a thing of it.........two) kevin hasnt asked me yet....

3)hahahhahhahahahhahahhahahahahhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhahahha

4)weird> in a good way.........

5)okay this happened the other day...well i went to the river with kevin and his parents and we stoped at a beach and thye were a few of lynn and ricks friends there...welll kevin picks me up to try to throw me in .......and my bathing suit top came off and my whole freakin boob was showing..i'm not sure if anyone seen anything but the thought is embarrassing...
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Monday, May 16th, 2005

Subject:YEA / POOIE
Time:7:03 am.
Mood: torn between happy or sad.
So school is almost out for the summer ..i get out before cavecity....hahaa.........minus the seniors..........i get out on the 22 basiclly but...i have a feild trip on the 23......it'll be fun.........yea,....i feel awlful for kevin......he now has 2 years to be ALONE< all "the guys" are gone..no longer part of the little world of cave city High............
Sorry BABE.. ILOVE YOU and you'll be out soon......KISSES AND HUGS>>>TEARS
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Friday, May 13th, 2005

Time:3:54 pm.
Mood: happy b-day christy.

Happy Birthday Christy

I LOVE YOU

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Wednesday, May 11th, 2005

Subject:RELIZED
Time:6:33 pm.
Mood: cant belive that happened.
just relized i havent updated in a while............The biggest thing to happen in my life ..........was my two good friends fought.....i mean fist fought .......it was the biggest fight of the year .every--1 thought my friend morgan would lose BUT she beat the crap out of my other friend.......it was CRaZy......there was lots of blood..........

*Morgan went to the depot with me before..........she was the last friend i brought with me.............
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Thursday, May 5th, 2005

Time:5:32 pm.
1. what is your fav. instrument and why?
2. tell me one thing about kevin i proally wouldnt know.
3. what is your favorite thing about kevin?
4. what is your fav. song and why?
5. whats your biggest fear and why?


1. my fav instrument would have to be the guitar...i guess b/c kevin plays it and i am learning
and he looks so hot when he plays it.........
2. ninja turtles was like his fav thing when he was little and wade & jeff always made him be the purple one he hated.........
3.His eyes ..physical.....and his Smarts/
4.The Brightest by copeland ...........b/c it reminds me of kevin......
5. my biggest fear is drowning.....b/c when i was little i almost drowned my older sister saved my life....i hate the water............
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Monday, May 2nd, 2005

Time:4:18 pm.
1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."
2. I will respond by asking you five questions. I get to pick the questions.
3. You will update your LJ with the answers to the questions and leave the answers as comments on my LJ.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the same post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions.
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Subject:to bethany
Time:4:13 pm.
Mood: dorky.
my love would be my kevin darrell. b.c he is absoluely wonderful . every little detail about him is extraordinary.

Somthing about kevin bear..when he was little he wanted to be a cowboy.

Taking back sunday b/c they are AMAZING musician.

Who is my role model? HUM. kevin not to be corny
but he is wonderful. the way he views everything . the way he thinks out everything before its said . the person he is so yea kevin would be my role model.
My passion ...would be reading.... I love to read although
i am not an out loud reader.... i love to read.....

my future plans arent at all thought out i have no clue.
what i want to be .. although i was thinking something like an interior designer.......
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Monday, April 25th, 2005

Subject:a lil to know me
Time:7:17 pm.
Mood: crazy.
1. Full Name: Brittni Nicole Mathews
2. Nicknames:brit, britty, booboo, berry brittni,rhonda
3. I am of legal age on: 18 on 12/16/08 & 21 on 12/16/11
4. Where do you live: Pocahontas Arkansas
5. Height: 5'8
6. In the morning I am: usually mad because I haven't had enough sleep or happy
7. All I need is: kevin, food, love, god and Music
8. Love is: AMAZING
9. If I could see one person right now who would it be: kevin
10. I dream about: crazy things
HAVE YOU EVER:
12. Been in Love: yes
13. Cried when someone died: Yes
14. drink: Yes
15. Fallen for your best friend: no
16. Done something you regret: yes
17. Hit A Girl: yes,
18. Stolen Anything: once when i was little only b/c i thought my mom bought it
19. Gotten Drunk: yes
20. Didn't wash your hair for a week: uh.. no
21. Streaked the streets: oh yah, all the time
DO YOU EVER:
23. Stay on a Messenger, waiting for a special someone to IM you:not really unless kev is gonna be on
24. Save IM conversations: no
25. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: no...never ......gosh MEN ewww(hahah)
26. Color your hair: all the time
27. stay on the computer:alot
28. Obsession: kevin & music
29. Drink alcohol: no
30.Trust others way too easily: not really
WHO:
31. Makes you smile the most? kevin
32. Has a crush on you: not sure
33. Easiest to talk to: kevin
34. You talked to on the phone last: kevin
35. You IMed last: umm.........whitney
36. IMed you last: corey
37. You laughed with last: chelsea
38. Slow danced with last: kevin....PROM
WHATS YOUR FAVORITE:
39: Food: anything
40. Fruit: watermelon
41. Movie: pearl harbor
42. Book: all around the town
43. Song: gosh list would go on forever cant pick just one
44. Type of car/truck:Pink 1989 mustange...white leather interior...oyea i'd be pimpin'
45. Saying: Dude its a lama>>
46. Ice Cream: raseberry sherbert
47. Alcoholic Beverages: NONE
48. Holiday:christmas
49. TV Show: one tree hill
50. Color: lime.electric GREEN
51. Shoes: converses
WHAT IS:
52. Your Fondest Memory of this year: you know wasnt that many ........
53. Your Most Prized Possession: kevin
54. Your Favorite Food for Breakfast: bacon ,eggs and bread
55. Your Favorite Food For Dinner: pasta any type
56. Your Ideal BF/GF: somebody like KEVIN
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU:
57. Cried: saturday
58. Given/gotten a hug: at the end of school
60. Had sex: sunday
61. Really Fought: psh idk ........almost did the other day..DAMN teachers
FUTURE:
62. School:dont know
63. Where do you want to live:somewhere with kevin
64. How Many Kids do you want: 2 or 3
65. What kind of Job do you want: Interior designer, preschool teacher, I THINK not sure
66. Wedding Song: the brightest by copeland
RANDOM:
67. Could you live without the computer: wouldnt want to
69. Most embarrassing moment: omg should we start a marathon
70. Stupidest person you know: that would be I
71: Smartest Person you know: megan willbanks
72. Funniest Person you know: bri
73. Being cold or hot: cold
74. Boys or girls: BOYS DEFINATELY
75. Three things that scare you: movies, DARK places, and true scary stories
76. Three things I love: KEvin, god, and my lil sis
77. Three things I hate: misuse of grammer, don't ask why, it just irks me, big white pimples, and when i say dumb stuff
78. Three things I dont understand: lots............
79. Three things I miss: Naps at school, hangin out with friends more often, and good grades
80. Three things I want: to have a wonderful life with kevin, my freinds to have good life and that eventuly they would GROW up, and love for everyone
81. Three things I can do: draw, pick out cute clothes, and ..not good at much
82. Three things I can't do: everything
83. Three ways to describe my personality: Uncommon, moral, outgoing
84. Cologne/Perfume: lucky
85. Tattoos: i don't have one
86. Piercings: two in my ears, my belly button
87. What you are wearing now: green and pink tank top, shorts
88. Wishing: i was with kevin
89. Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month: dunno
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Wednesday, April 13th, 2005

Subject:TO ALL OF KEVIN"S FRIENDS"The GUYS"
Time:5:47 pm.
Mood: contemplative.
I just thought you all should know since kevin will never tell you that...........HE feels really CRappy and like he has no freinds he says that he is just the little kid to you guys that is a pain in the butt....you only like him b/c he plays music......he says you guys never call to invite him anywhere ..if he wants to hang out he calls you..............and JAmes i know kevin acted like it didnt hurt his feelings when you FORGOT to calll on Prom but it DID A LOT ........and it hurt his feelings that you guys didnt ask him about getting a tikect .....when he asked you over and over again WADE!.............i just thought you guys should know that if you are his freinds and you do care ....you should REALLY let him KNOW!!!!!!!
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Monday, April 11th, 2005

Time:6:56 pm.
Mood: happy.

turns out prom was Pretty Good ..the dance not so much ..but the night  was .... I am so glad i have Friends at cavecity.coughwadecoughchristycough.....hahah PROM was AWESOME

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Wednesday, April 6th, 2005

Subject:hey
Time:8:08 pm.
Mood: kevins a jerk.
SO i havent shaved in a week and its very gross ....i think i just may shave before prom............hahah.........on a lighter note.. school is goin good...good grades...so okay................yea i just thought i should UPdate...........


I LOVE KEVIN DARRELL ROSE > HE IS HOT> BUT A JERK
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Monday, April 4th, 2005

Subject:hey
Time:7:46 pm.
Mood: happy.
So Prom......humm....What can I say .... it will kinda suck for me.... i cant go to the banquet thingy to eat....and i have to stay at kevins until whenever thats done so its gay.......we dont really want to go to the dance so yea.....i guess we are im not sure...... Plus......i really wont have anyone there to really talk with ..........so.....i think i am going to feel pretty wired...... dont get me wrong everyone from cave city has never been mean to me ..except this one guy ....who called me crystal(satan as kevin refers to her as_).... its just know one really talks to me or gets to know me so really ........i know no one.......:( owellls .....hummm PROM... CAnt wait .........
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